Random: Not what, but who is crazier?

If you are not alive, you have to be crazy to want to live.
Not knowing what the day will bring, or the night will lay.
Living with a thought of uncertainty, and an emotion called fear.
To be able to hear a pain that pierce your heart.
To hear your own scream in the midst of tick and tock on a silent bed.

If you are alive, you have to be crazy to want to die.
The land of boundary, and the deep secret that lies.
A cosmic space, a heavenly form, or a nightmarish crowd?
To feel joy from a smile that is not your own.
To be able to feel, even from a story before your time.

But more crazier is to not decide.
No suffer or joy. No one can or to understand.
Unable to hear your own voice, no matter how loud or silent.
Mind and idea flow into the midst of your own thought.
One that is original to your own, but formulated by others before you.
Feelings that seem un-differentiable than the empty emotion.

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* Duracell
* Sanyo enerloop

Bad Brand:
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Random: save it

Nobody can save you, but yourself.
Everything else are there to help you.
No religion can save you, but it can renew your hope.
Foods are there to satisfy your bodily hunger.
And shelter, it give can only give you warmth and security.
Relationship is a source of guidance and encouragement,
but none can save you but yourself.

So, save yourself from what?
Save yourself from self dissipation. No longer a sense of self control. No longer a sense of self. No longer a sense of what is truly yourself. Looking backward, you do not understand yourself. Looking now, you do not know yourself. Looking forward, you do know what you want.