Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Random: Why don't I blog

Expression of self is not easy. It is not easy to understand myself. I guess I can explain about event throughout the day. Things that happened and my thought at that time. It would make hella lot more sense than all these previous posts.

Like how I sit at the airport terminal waiting for the plane to arrive yesterday (March 24), and how I went to eat at Amarin Thai at Great America Parkway for lunch. I can complain about how its beef noodle (aka boat noodle) is not very good -- they should have use better beef. I can complain about how they ran out of fried banana with honey, or the lack of Yen-Ta-Fo noodle. Maybe I can even talk about the dish they drop and broke in the kitchen, or the small area of the restaurant. Better yet, I can talk about its decoration or their employees' conversation and speech style (they were speaking in Thai without knowing that I am Thai). Seriously, I really thought they would be more casual in their conversations. I could write about the trick I learn from Southwest's magazine. I could have talk about the thank you email from a co-worker that was sent out at 1 AM in the morning. All these events and possibilities, but I chose to write about the cryptic inner thought and emotions that truly lack a definite form or good description.

I may know what I did, but not the thought or emotion into it.

เสียงดนตรีหรือสายลมโชย
ใบไม้ร่วงโรยกับเมฆสีดำ
ชีวิตนั้นจะชอกช้ำหรือสวยงามแค่ไหน

แต่สุดท้ายแล้วมันก็ผ่านไป
เกิดขึ้นมาก็มีวันจบไป
โลกยังคงหมุนเวียนและเปลี่ยนไป
สุดแต่ใครที่จะเข้าใจในเรื่องนี้

โมโหโกรธากับฟ้าคะนอง
ชื่อเสียงเงินทองลาภยศรางวัล
ชีวิตนั้นจะโศกสันต์หรือรื่นเริงแค่ไหน

จึงอยากบอกเธอนะคนดี
ใช้ชีวิตให้มี ความสุข ด้วยวันและเวลาที่เธอมี

Friday, March 20, 2009

Random: A bit more

A little closer.
No...
A bit more.

Things that seems so near is never touch.
Reaching for the far, and get no where.
How do you like it so far this life?

Like all the goodness that ever been done,
there is a lack of sincerity.
No goal achieve in the end.
Is there anything else to try?

Don't pretend you know.
But to not know is not acceptable.
Seeking the truth only lead to doubt.
Should I surrender right now?